| i wrote how i felt |
[19 Oct 2004|12:24am] |
there's people looking out for you you just never read about them making a world for me and you but we'll never accept thier comfort
fucking listen sometimes
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[04 Oct 2004|09:52pm] |
Tonight was horrible i hate nights like these
waking up at 9pm and hating yourself i hate life right now, i can't write. i want to hate myself because i can't do it right, i can't bring out what i feel like and to make it even worse i might be missing thursday at starland
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[01 Oct 2004|08:35pm] |
I want to give up but i know i can't. i can't do this. i hate not being able to write. it drives me so insane.
i gave it a try in school today..
( i suck )
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| .018 hey lover |
[30 Sep 2004|08:56pm] |
this is misery this is true hope at the end of the sky
i just read an old song. god, i never knew i actually wrote like that..
( parkway )
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| .016 My Town |
[25 Sep 2004|12:30am] |
It's not the way you say i love you, but the way it comes out. Grow up and dream big. stop living in your town with no lights lighting up the streets you walk at night. Get over it, grow up and live. stop thinking you hate life because it's the way you make it out to be. this is your town. this is where it starts.
ps. tell all your friends about me
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| .015 tonight won't be the last time |
[23 Sep 2004|09:18pm] |
I hope you realize you aren't worth everything that you think you are, and i hope to this day you realize why everything goes the way it does.
go kill yourself and stop giving me thoughts to write about fucking you
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| .011 southern wind makes the best boys. |
[12 Sep 2004|10:01pm] |
i keep thinking about december and the mistakes i made and i also keep thinking that next summer i'm moving.
i'll fly away with passion tonight open eyes against the sun wishing for tonight i'll drive my car into the ocean so you wont' forget to wake me up in the morning when my eyes are frozen shut from this southern wind
i really love how it came out the way i wanted it..
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[10 Sep 2004|09:24pm] |
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we accept the love we think we deserve
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| .007 love on the 2nd road |
[01 Sep 2004|01:20am] |
you know i'm waiting inside for a night like these with streetlights lighting up the town and planes come crashing down but it's getting sooner for us to break
i really wanted to write and express myself..that's a part of a new one i'm working on.
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| .006 swiss army romance |
[31 Aug 2004|04:05am] |
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Sleep with all the lights on. You're not so happy. You're not secure. You're dying to look cute in your blue jeans, but you're plastic just like everyone. You're just like everyone. And that face you paint is pressed impressing most of us as permanent and I'd like to see you undone. College night will draw the crowds. Dorms unload & your heading out. Here is your moment to shine.
Making up a history. It's nothing from the life you lead but man, will they buy all your lines.
Sleep with all the sheets off bearing your mattress bearing your soul. And you're dying to look smooth with your tattoos but you're searching just like everyone could be anyone. And the friends that you have are the best impressing most of us as permanent and I'd like to see you undone. Youth's the most unfaithful mistress. Still we forge ahead to miss her. Rushing our moment to shine.
We're not twenty-one, but the sooner we are, the sooner the fun will begin, so get out your fake eyelashes, and fake i.d's, & real disasters ensue, it's cool to take these chances. It's cool to fake romances & grow up fast.
chances are, i'm probably talking about you.
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| feliz cumpleaƱos |
[29 Aug 2004|12:24am] |
tonight at the show, mike ran over to joe before playing 20 below.....
Joe from HIPV: i wanna say happy birthday to my boyyy manny
Me:!!
i love life.
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| sometimes, new jersey |
[28 Aug 2004|03:03am] |
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Chasing Monroe-Start This Tape Over |
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Tonight she told me about myself. tonight she told me that my favorite band is thursday, my favorite movie is american history x. she also told me that i'm a pimp and i'm cute. and she loves how i walk to quick check at 1am on the phone with her to get gummy worms. she also reminded me how much i love garden state and how i want to be a writer.
since that, my heart hasn't stop smiling.
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| .004 Distance Is Love |
[25 Aug 2004|07:28pm] |
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I miss her, i can't wait to see her sunday. no i'm not telling you who. we'll be hand in hand.
and when i say that distance is love know that i'm trying to hide the miles in between us-written by Manny
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